Alone

Alone....


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Solitary....

I thought a lots and lots of times about it... I'm so much afraid to start.... I think I should mention some thoughts of great poets of my motherland...

He was Rabindranath Tagore. And here is what he wanted us to do being alone:-

If they answer not to thy call walk alone,
If they are afraid and cower mutely facing the wall,
O though of evil luck,
Open thy mind and speak out alone.
If they turn away,
And desert you when crossing the wildness,
O though of evil luck,
Trample the thorns under they tread,
And along the blood-lined track travel alone.
If they do not hold up the light when the might is troubled with storm,
O though of evil luck,
With the thunder flame of pain ignite they own heart
And let it burn alone
There is a song in movie "Bose the forgotten hero"-where the first line of above poem is used very significantly... I didn't find the english lyrics of that song. So I can tell only the meaning of it...
"man is alone at embryo stage, man is alone at funeral pyre
Man is alone at duty, man is alone at paternity
And the time in between, it's the acting not to be alone"

Alas!! It's too bad. But I can't make it more better..



I feel that when I say I'm alone, there are really few reasons... Which are not particular reasons for true loneliness...
I feel it when there is a good thing in front of me to feel or realize and I do that but I think if there was someone with whom I can share.. But there is no one... So it feels lonely to me..

Sometimes I'm bored sitting in my room on a rainy day, if there was someone I can talk with or chat with may be I was not so bored... It feels I'm alone...
Like above sometimes I've many things to express. But no one is there to hear me.. It seems alone...
Sometimes I didn't get a single missed call or a sms from friends then it seems I'm very much alone... Sometimes I cry for it..
When everyone has permission to go out, but for very caring parents I'm not allowed to do so.. It really really feels alone...

I don't like to be alone but it's true that I am alone than any other of my friend... Everyone can go out.. Play with others can enjoy their afternoons on riverbank, can do everything they want and freely... I can't do that... I am not a deformed boy.. And so it is more distressing to me not to have such freeness.. Only who is suffering can feel my sorrow.. I'm alone cause no one can understand my feelings.. Not my parents also.. I'm completely alone of my kind...


But the man is also really alone.. Man can use his science and technology in development of others but cannot share cause man is the only one of its own kind.. We are really alone.. If something happen to other we are there to attend them.. If that happen to us no one there to attend us... We did not find out a single intelligent life not only in earth but also anywhere till now.. So we should be more cautious about that yes we are alone and if we will be busy in internal quarrel and kill ours and humanity then in evil time there will be no one to save life and save us... We are alone so our duty is much more vast, we are responsible for saving us and also much more than this... Saving life from all the bad, and inspite of doing that we are making our earth more comfortable for ourself and more dangerous for other life.. We should remember here that WE ARE SUPREME POWER HERE.. WE ARE HUMAN..
So we should do only that what is important not only for our prosperity but also for well being of our all life..IN EARTH.