FEW LOST LINES!

This was posted on notes again and also when I was so sad.

 

Few lost lines!

February 22, 2011 at 12:11 am

 

 

:) Some conditions came in my life when I don't get to know what is the actual thing I should do at that time.. Sometimes, it brings tears, sometimes it brings smile, a smile of relief, a tear of suddenly lost hope.. Which one to express? I am confused too.. Both are strong as well.. Sometimes people think I'm mad. They see the smile of no reason in my face. Actually they see the smile, they can't see the reason, because they don't understand me. And the no of them is quite big... Really big.. This is why I'm all alone, having everyone around me, still alone.. :) I'm happy because there is no one to bother me so much.. And the sad thing, the toughest, painful, truth of my life is that sometimes I want to be bothered by someone. I find everywhere around me, but I can't see those eyes, see those smile which I really need.. :) I miss someone.. Not because I lost her.. Not also for the fact that I never got her.. I miss her because somewhere still I have hope, that a day will come when she will understand me..SOMETIMEs tear automatically comes out of my eyes.. The pain starts.. I tried to forgot the pain.. I tried hard.. But you can never forget the one you had ever wanted in your life..honestly.. I can't.. Today I just felt at the lonely road "IF you were here with me now!" again tears come out.. I WILL ALWAYS LOVE YOU..NOW THEN FOREVER..