I don't know!

I don't know!

March 10, 2011 at 12:17 am

"Sometimes silence is most beautiful expression to convey your message.. It is the hardest part.. To understand.. When you are touched, say thanks, to the dear one, they ask you "why?". You say "nothing" for sure.. When the dear one hurt you some way, asks "what happened", you say "nothing. I'm fine." or may be "leave me alone." You know sometimes people I personaly really care about, think I don't understand these. May be I realize everything very slowly, but I understand.. When I do wrong, I too myself get hurt.. I fear to loose them whom I love(or atleast try to love, as a friend, as a brother, as a son, as a cousin whatever).. But a day come in my life when I loose all of them. Them, probably only whom all I had cared about someday.." How they manage to forget me. I let them go..yes I never tried to hold that tight. I can't. As I can't fight with you. I never learned to fight.. Sorry.. But honestly, in my life without all of you I'm no one.. You may not see it, because I am so lazy to show this.. But I feel the absence.. If anyone of you are reading this..this is for you.."I REALLY MISS YOU A LOT..IN MY LIFE.." I expect you to stand by me every second... I can't walk alone anymore.. I will die..to do so.. Forgive me..I DON'T KNOW HOW BUT PLEASE FORGIVE ME...for all that wrong I have done, and come back... I'm waiting only for you.. :">